This emptiness I feel,
How I wish I could live in denial,
How I wish I could still have the false hope,
The belief that sex, money, alcohol, television, gambling, drugs, video games, social media, technology, food, art, sports,
Could fill this void,
So at least days would pass like a speeding blur,
Why do people even choose to feel?
Numbness can be so much better.
But I see death in life,
Time frozen while it keeps moving,
Big is really small,
The last are first,
The broken are strong,
Science is illogical,
The perfection lies in the imperfect,
How did my world get flipped upside down?