I know what you want to do. You want to hurt him. You want to hurt him so bad, he feels the pain you do. You want to destroy the outside world so all can bear the chaos you feel within.
But truly, I tell you, a man and woman may become one flesh. And if your right hand betrayed you, would you cut it off? For if you destroy him, you destroy you.
A woman scorn they say. But do you know why a woman is blessed with such Godly wrath? It is spared for evil men, who kill their husbands or attack their families. It is not for a woman to destroy herself.
I tell you, if you seek revenge, you will find justice. Oh yes, justice will be served. For this man has no excuse and no worthy defense. But with your justice, a man's heart will be forever hardened. Yes, you will murder him. And along with him, your sons will be murdered also.
But do you want to know how to destroy the evil within? To wage true war on the devil himself?
You love on him. You love him till he falls to his knees tortured by the fact that he does not deserve it. Let his soul torment and convict him more than you ever could. Give the greatest grace that can only be answered with humble gratitude and a contrite heart.
Such a woman is rare as the finest rubies. Such a woman saves herself and her children.
<SI> Scott Izu, PhD
Copyright October 2016