I still think about you every day,
Lost in a haze, finding my way.
Thoughts flurry and race in my mind
As time strolls on, I continue my grind
Remembering the playground across from my house,
Where we would meet and just hang out.
Its all meaningless without my other half,
Now I fall victim to the aftermath,
Why the fuck did life not delivery me
The simple and wholesome family,
Together, connected and laughter to go around
Instead struggling to respect society's bounds
Why could I not fall in love with the one to raise to my kids?
As it stirs within me 'cause I have no control over this.
So torment fills me as I hit the sheets and covers
And your name brushes across my lips as I lay next to my lover.